Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Final Project: Skipped.Forms

Instagram: @skipped.forms

Join me in the global village. Now featuring: my childhood, digitized!

A sample for those who may not be on instagram:

When thinking about the global village, and the ways in which social media has changed my identity, I was reminded of these childhood videos my mother took of me from ages 2-8 or so. I found the idea that these videos could have existed for over a decade without ever becoming part of the "global village" of the internet. So I decided that these videos would skip all previous forms of new media and go to the latest one-- instagram. Part of the appeal of Instagram was that it is so modern that you cannot even upload from your computer, only from a phone or tablet, which no one seems to have a problem with. However, it became a difficult process for these videos, which existed only in VOB format that my mom uploaded to a google drive folder that she shared with me. VOB files are pretty obsolete at this point, and most of the coversion methods involved paying money, so eventually I had to just resort to video taping the screen. I was also fascinated with the one minute time limit, forcing me to decide which videos were to become a part of the allatoneness of instagram.

Wednesday, March 1, 2017

Something is Happening: That Something is Me, Changing my Entire Project~~!!!!!!!!

Last Friday, something happened...

I wouldn't really know what it was, though, since I was in Lacrosse, Wisconsin, learning about organic farming and looking for a lady with 50 acres to spend my life with (no luck yet, still on the lookout).

But I made it onto the Mudd instagram!

My Project was Titled
"I dreamt of oblivion and it looked like home"
After much deliberation I decided to forgo my previous project. I wasn't feeling as interested in how repetitive the images were, and I personally find my best photographs are the ones which I happen upon, rather than try to stage.

Left: Untitled (Monster with Scales)
Appleton, Wisconsin
Right: Untitled (Self-Portrait)
Appleton, Wisconsin
HahA,, GET IT?

Cover: Untitled
Lake Winnebago, Wisconsin

All photographs were taken by me (with the exception of two self portraits, which the credits go to Aidan Sponheim and Rory Cambell).

There is no fixed location to these photographs, they were taken in Miami, Appleton, Seattle, Portland and elsewhere. I havent been in a fixed location lately, and I am lost to the idea of home. I am grounded in my shared experiences, my friends and family who keep me from disappearing into oblivion. I also used a few photos of dead animals because I have a morbid curiosity in the moment of death. Animals rest where they die, whereas we are moved to where our body is deemed appropriate. It hadn't happened yet when I took or chose the photos, but looking at them over again made me think about the Jewish graves decimated in the recent weeks. Death is not sacred.

I like this a lot better than my last project.
Rawlins, Wyoming

Miami, Florida

Monday, February 27, 2017

Oppenheimer: the father of modern war

"There are children playing in the streets who could solve some of my top problems in physics, because they have modes of sensory perception that I lost long ago." - Media is the Massage page 93

J. Robert Oppenheimer is the embodiment of rejection of groundrules and existing environment. His brilliant thought and unwillingness to accept the status quo caused a prolific shift in the way the world consumes science, violence, and the morality of war. On one hand, his defiance of the existing modes of science made possible the creation of the atomic bomb, which did ultimately end World War II. 

However, at what cost? Following the end of the war and Oppenheimer's battle with the American Government, he observes that sin is now forever tied to physics. And terms like "mutually assured destruction" are now commonplace in the language of war and violence. His work developing the bomb was shrouded in secrecy before, and afterwards he notes that knowledge should be shared, a concept which children know better than anyone else.

McLuhan chooses to include a quote from Oppenheimer because he represent a important moment in which the future of the world and humanity was, for the first time, in question. Because he broke boundaries and shifted the way that media-- and, subsequently, humankind-- consumed our own collective mortality. And to demostrate the ways in which children are the one existing force of morality and collective thought not entirely created by media-- although this does seem to be changing as technology and media is more and more accessible to younger and younger children.

Monday, February 13, 2017

A descent into the void. Recognizable beats are layered and repeated until the song loses all focus, it is taken elsewhere, the beats are lost and the result is only sound. All the sounds used in the video are preset GarageBand sounds that are meant to be catchy, easy to use and easily layered. The song begins like a real song, with beats synching up. It becomes clear that this is not a real song, and the dissolve of the beats result in a consuming sound which one cannot interpret. Not only does this project aim at challenging one's expectations of music, but also the ownership of sound. By using preexisting sounds, I aim at questioning the notion of authorship presented by McLuhan, who claims that "people are less and less convinced of the importance of self expression" (123) because of new technologies. By using pre-existing music, I am taking part in the new technologies that change what it means for something to be custom-made. I am the creator, but I am also not the creator. Does this mean that the music is void of self expression? I don't believe that is the case. It seems as though claiming authorship is a form of self expression, and one must change their views on originality to adhere to the new standards set forth by technology.

Sunday, February 5, 2017

Rashaad Newsome: Explorations of identity, status and symbols

Rashaad Newsome uses what he knows-- his culture and environment, his education in art history-- to create an aesthetic that is not only representative of his own identity, but also deeply political. His ability to work in so many different medias, like video, sculpture and print, works through the collective theme of collage that runs through his pieces and ties back to his central themes. Although his pieces are heavily inundated with images of wealth, the works themselves are heavily critical of advertising and its depictions of power, beauty and wealth. Newsome's work is influenced by both Baroque art and hip-hop culture. His trilogy on the Royal College of Arms and heraldry combine the hierarchal symbols of class with the modern symbols of power and success in black American culture. His works represent the use of media to change or control one's own depiction of self, "a formula for putting on the universe-- participation mystique" (114).

His next narrative, on the legends, statements and starts found in ballroom voguing, looks at the ties between collage and movement. He heavily relies on his use of space, using repeated symbols of collage while also using dancers in the vogue world to depict how their bodies create collages. He uses the five elements of vogue performance to show how important each different movement is to the collective. I admire Newsome's respect for the culture of vogueing and the dancers he uses while simultaneously challenging the notion that depiction of body must be overt, instead using architecture as a means of representation. He is also heavily critical of the "canonized art world" which he is now a part of, and his pieces themselves are both a part of this world and challenging the previous representations seen in the high society art world. His work was born out of a lack of representation for his personal identities, which continues to be of vital importance when Newsome's creates.

Sunday, January 22, 2017

Experimental Video: TIMELINE SMORPH still possible in 2k17

What dictates a narratives when they occur simultaneously, in a shared
space? Ted Nelson argued that the space created by the modern computer
does not allow for similar timelines. But these windows move, expand,
shrink, end, begin at different times, among each other. This video may
present differently each time watched, depending on the person. For
some, the mouse may dictate which media is being viewed. For others, it
may be which video strikes as most interesting to their eye. And the
sounds present a repetitive distraction designed to let one's mind
wander from the story being presented. The media is intentionally
overwhelming, as McLuhan puts it: "all media works us over completely"
(26). But is this really any different from other media ingested on a
regular basis? The act of scrolling-- through Facebook, Instagram,
etc.-- using the scrolling method which cuts our attention to a new
image over and over again, often feeling repetitive. Apps like vine
thrive off the ability for a short sound to repeat until abstraction.
Additionally, the display in which this video is based could be the
manifestation of "maximizing perception and to make everyday learning a
process of discovery." Although each video is simple, short, and
repetitive, the collection of videos distorts, rearranges and moves past
the video into which the video camera is also the computer.


made this horse pill slightly easier to swallow The venue was small and intimate, filled with emotions, namely anger and fear. A collection of artists trying to put a physical representation to these feelings.

"You're in Over Your Head" by Brian Tellock

The show played on the absurdities in the media and the death of American Exceptionalism. It is so strange to see this thing which began over a year ago as what seemed like a crude joke grow, take roots in America's oppressive systems, and take hold of the most powerful government position in the world. But the show exemplifies the art which comes out of resistance. Wherever there is struggle, there is also artists who use their work as a means of protest. The variations in perspectives allow for a fuller emotional image of the ways an individual copes with times of stress or struggle.

"Communication Elegy: Death of the Truth" by Mike Tar

I love the simplicity in this piece. The way that the narrative of this election is halted from the crude and unforgiving to a simple and clear image exemplifying the divisiveness of the current culture, and the ways in which America has lost a hold of what is true. The media has distorted how one perceives truth, which has never been more relevant, with the new digestible media creating the "myth of a green pasture in a world of innocence" (72). Although Trump doesn't present the world outside of America as necessarily innocent, although possibly ignorant of what he claims America is possible of, his entire campaign ran on the assumption of America as the green pasture, an idea which the media perpetuated though their inability to critique it.

Monday, January 9, 2017

she//her//hers or they//them//theirs

It's hard to write about myself as an artist, especially thematically. It's always been a part of my life, but an aspect I turned away from or hid, probably as a result of the way that my environment and society viewed artists

My art is tied to my politics and experiences, meaning that it was hard to make art when I was so deeply confused about who I was. I didn't have the language yet to call myself queer. My politics were a mess. I was hollowed by the violation of my body by medication and men. 

 I find it difficult to put into words the formation of my politics, my identity, and the intersections which lie between and have influenced my work, especially since I started college. But I credit my growing confidence to the wonderful and radical people who have supported, educated, and created with me. As McLuhan says "our new environment compels commitment and participation" (24), a sentiment which I strongly agree with.

All I find myself able to do lately is put my experiences into my art in whichever way feels right at the moment. Stylistically, this pretty much means that my art is all over the place. I never realized that art didn't need to be about the final project, so I've spent the last years focusing on the process of making my art. I've used my art to heal my mental health and express my frustrations with and examinations of systems of oppression and find myself drawn towards artists who do the same. 

Thursday, January 5, 2017

Wednesday, January 4, 2017

I love the way that sometimes, science can be art. These are two different thin sections of rocks I analyzed in my geochemistry class. The bright colors seen in some minerals are called birefringence. Still trying to figure out how my two fields of study that I've been focusing on-- geology and sculpture-- can come together. I love the hands-on nature that both fields give me.

where it hurts
plaster strips

not the finished product, missing the podium.

not sure how personal I want to get on this blog about the emotions and experiences influencing my work.